Twinkling stars

I see stars wondering what they are doing

Twinkling all the day and night

Stars lightens, stars brightens

Shining, twinkling, smiling, moving

                                                         Just being what you are

                                                       Beautiful stars in the garden

Factless

Love is blind...and sometimes DEAF too !

A blahing head

Why blah, you may ask.....well,strangely enough that is one word which completely suits me. . its my mind... always full of blah...random...ceaseless stream of thought...spinning around like a top... never calm.....and so thats how I am. ...a paradox---very true....sometimes I just stop...just stop in the middle of nowhere...and then lost in a queer labyrinth.. lose my way...often.. like a moth...flying from one place to another in search of something...but not finding it....thats how I am...nothing excites me and everything does....I dont understand me... look for people who do.......
...I have dreams...ambitions...great expectations......and they drive me crazy...insane...freaked out....theres a long way to go from here..walking and walkng on....so random....so ceaseless.....incoherently coherent huh??

An Inspiration for meee..

Love it! Who wouldn't want a sexy body like this?

ED-ed..

Allocating..  



Dispensing..



Playing games..



Watching X-Men..



Allocating..



Dispensing..



x( .. =) .. =D


de EnD..

The 'word'

I nvr expressed that 'word'

the time I want to express it,

It's gone...

It's slipped away...

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That one 'word'

Slowly..

Bit by bit- writing down what happened- want to include other things. Fragments of memory, scraps from the past which help me make sense of it all. It's like making a patchwork quilt, sewing together and something whole. Perhaps it's more like a scrapbook them a quilt. Then, in any case, it halps, writing this down. But where to begin is HARD!!..

-sigh-

Mom

Though I've never told you... But I'm afraid of darkness, mom... Though I've never shown it... I do care for you, mom... Aren't you aware of everything, mom..You know everything, mom...Please don't leave me like this in the crowd... I won't be able to come back home..Please, don't send me so far that.. You will not even remember me, mom... Mom, am I that bad?... Whenever dad pushes me high in the swing...My eyes will look for you... Thinking you will come and hold me, mom... I've never told him.. But I do get scared, mom...Though I never let it come on my face... I'm scared within, mom... Aren't you aware of everything?... You know better, mom!

Crappy situation at work

Respecting some ppl and tend to admire certain ppl.  Due to the remarkable reasons. It is a great feeling. Appearing as 'Hero' or 'Idol' for one day. And the next day, everything is changed where de particular individual was get an unexpected scolding from his boss infront of me. It's just a normal & easy calculation. But, due to the excessive stress or pressure, he just can't handle it.  I knew. He is suffering and seemed helpless. And she was roaring like a lion..err lioness?? issh whatever la! That is sooo scary. Keep watchin it where at one point I just gave up and feel so sorry for him. Poor my boss!! As a stranger or so called co-worker, I consoling him by whispering nice words like "don't worry,everything will be ok" and blah blah stuffs on my MIND actually.. hehehe.. =p