Oh Noooo!!!

First time, Im pinjaming big big reference books from campus library. Should b heavier thn me. Damn heavy la u all  >.<
dah nk finish final sem, baru nak start belajar konon2.. Maybe its a second time, Im borrowing these kind of books.. err that one was during first sem, kalau x silap saye..hehe

NOT A Bookworm either...

Uhuk uhuk..

hehe.. kesiannye dia study.. stress juga kot =p

-showin muka ngantuk-

CONTINGENCY PC

Where am I??..

sitting in front of a computer.. err known as CONTINGENCY PC ( PLEASE DO NOT SHUT DOWN THIS PC)

hokay.. no probz.. of course ppl wont shut it lyk that cuz they are using right nw and you are restricted sama sekali from log in FB..well, that webpage is blocked.not only here, I mean they applying that system almost to all government hospitals.. hmm..>,< good too if not, than there wont be any single person WORKs!! lol
didnt get enough sleep probably because of disability to adapt a  new environment.. well, still adjusting to a new disability (in the progress) =p

I saw a prescription of a baby girl whose mother has my cute plus nice name..hehe
I top up all those medications with my buddy..actually, she is the one who have to accomplish all the task and get the work done but me..a follower becumin a teman n lastly a helper!!
Good to see my workplace again n again, its just bring alots of sweet memories. still fresh in my mind..
Yesterday Sani Pradhosam at Sri Sivan temple was just awesome. I 've never been there before.Its located at Universiti Malaya. Simply nice =) lost my self completely in those prayers. Thanks to her and her fly n of course to those half-grown-up-naughty-cousins who are so (naughty) as well. Hermmm well, nw i bangun from a mattress, i dont know exactly of what they called it. It luks lyk sofa n with a white huge blanket. SOFA?? is that what they calling it nw?

 hmm.. I slept there like I've never slept before. But, a few minutes, I get caught cold, cneeze, runny nose and voice imbalance and a very WEIRD dream, huh? The dream was abt a pharmacist that was on-call that day, seriously he is scary..No, I mean it!! Sikit lagi, I pula kena masuk ED!! The one who hv to treat ppl wit drugs gona let herself being admitted in ED, but fortunately nt undergoing any serious or dangerous complications. Hihi.. The first question I asked her was "when was the last time they wash this blanket"?? Her reply made me gone mad. " Im not sure abt that, maybe a few months ago". I was like errr, seriously?? Whoever used this blanket before are probably.. dot dot dot. Totally didnt gt any idea abt those ppl.. hehe.. hmmm I'm sending my condolences to them. freakin cold wei!! A big THANK YOU for that blanket. What to do?? Its better we have something than have nothing, isn't??..=)

So, here I am again ~> updating my blog =) (nasib baik, my blog's webpage isn't get blocked)

What else??

Whatever I want to say.
its ruined by my words
something i feel that
the whole world is a magic
which is there n not even there
these wind, clouds, springs and air
they signal to me
how do I say
their story

I hv often thought
that you, me, all of us are mirrors
we see only ourselves in all
Im not there still I am
right, wrong yours me
I have to get...get you

My lovely DEGREE..^^

so, that 'B.Pharm (Hons)' will appear at the back of my name.. forever!!!

Help! there is a song stuck in my head!!

A little piece of music does strange things to me. It’s quite inexplicable actually because…I am not there, just not there. I’m gone. It’s like somebody deliberately is tugging at my heart strings making it play the melodies that I hear; or it’s like somebody mercilessly chose to pierce my heart with a needle, yes a needle, and the emotions ooze out like some sort of queer fluid……..and there is just plain silence. I can never really make sense of all that happens when that piece of music plays in my head. Its strange how there are random songs playing inside my head when the world around me and the world inside me is burning with a terrible anger. There are incessant fights, banging of doors, screams and shouts and abuses hurled……yet it’s a strange song inside the head, one that no matter how hard I try I can’t shake off. It just wouldn’t go. I choose not to evaluate its normalcy levels because I don’t care. Its just strange, that’s all…