I am NOT really disappointed with myself. It's normal actually. Nature makes us pervert. And if you aren't at tht particular age, then you're gonna face some serious prob.=p Hmmm, among me and my friends I am known as the sensible one. Like they always came up with "don't teach her anything. She still YOUNG and INNOCENT". Errr what??.. Duh!! Last one you would expect to make a 'S' joke and it was just late for my hormones to kick in. Every one said that I would blew it off and forgot what they said. Well they did kick in me very late but very hard. Now I can't stop fantasizing as I am thinking with the wrong head more than my real head. I tried to ignore it but now it has gotten so out of control. Its not a big deal where I still cn control over my own thoughts I really think that my hormones effect me more than any one else because they came so late and its insane. It sounding exaggerated. I feel like a disgrace to my family with these thoughts as they coming back every time I change the state of my mind and it keep on coming back. But, we aren't gonna talk with them in this manner, right? =) So, chill.. Its only among you and your closer peeps. Right now I am trying not that hard not to sound perverted. C'mon, you already entered the adult zone. Not a kid anymore.=p and limitation is everywhere!
Now they are getting shocked with "Omg, that sounds so wrong/ Hey, since when u become soo pervert/Who taught you? (you all la)/You gettin corrupted.." Me sooo like their expressions..XOXO..
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