Just stand up

for what I believe in.. It can be scary sometimes, seriously soooo scary!! Or is it the peer pressure or the fear of being rejected? Maybe it's the fear of losing job or friends or whatsoever.

As a matter of course, the world is filled with people who are going to try to walk all over us. They are going to try to put us down, they are going to try to make us feel 'stupid' and they are going to try to make us think that they are actually better than we are.

The sad part is that a lot of these people buy into their own lies. Reality is something they turn a blind eye to, as they are under the impression that the world has molded them to be smarter and better at getting what they want than most other people.

And these same people are going to try to make you feel like you will never amount to nothing without them and will take all the credit for all the good that comes out of this generation. They will try to take the spotlight and strip you from all the rewards you worked so hard for.

If you give them the opportunity to walk all over you and use you to increase their ego, they will do this every chance they get. Just stand up for what you believe in, even if it means you have to stand alone.

I either know it already or going to learn it the hard way, but the world will try to diminish the chances I have of succeeding and reaching my goals. It’s up to me to not allow this to happen. It’s reallyy up to me to stand up for what is in my heart and what I feel is right.

And alwayz remember that right and wrong is based off perception, so there is never a reason why only one person can be right or wrong ^^

Standing up for what I believe in is one of the most important skills I’ll need in ma life. The confidence and understanding of my perspective cause will greatly increase the likelihood of getting what I want out of this world.

My mind's made up. Don't confuse me with the facts. Come again? Don't get caught with this wrong-headed attitude!! =.=

I do have my own theories.. Apparently I do cuz some complex and tragic event supports my own view.. =p

And I believe that I can make a difference and do what I love to do more passionately and effectively than anyone else.

Gave-a-mind fusion article-a-shot ..

Thought it.. Blogged it.. =D

Soul-mate

When you meet your soul mate, you don't recognize the face. You don't walk up to that person and know by looking at the person he or she is ur soul mate. Many times you might brought together by circumstances that seem like coincidence. It's about feeling of being awakened. And for me, I was totally taken off guard and, at first, was totally thrown off balance.. like the rug had been pulled under my feet. It is like you were asleep until you were touched by that kindred soul and then u are awakened and nothing is ever the same again. You know now that life before was not life but a dim existence and that up until that touch life was OK. If the feelings are so intense that it scares you and you run away, it won't last. I tried it. It felt great but it was also scary. I had never felt like that before with anyone.. ever. There will be no denying it like you won't be able to get this person out of ur mind n ur heart. He or she is part of you now and nothing will change it. The thought of them will send chills down your spine. You'll know that even if you are apart trying to deny that feeling NOTHING that happens will change the way you feel. Just the touch of their hand on urs gives u a feeling that cannot be described. Being in their presence will give you a feeling that is unparalleled. This particular person never leaves your thoughts and your heart. It will like that person is somehow imprinted into you now. A part of you that will remain no matter what.

 I believe that soul mates exist on a higher level of love. There is a strong connection that is present that is simply just there. It's like you can communicate with that person without even speaking. But, you cannot always be with your soul mate either which can seem like a really cruel joke or something. There may be some circumstances where you cannot be together. In this kinda of situation, life can be quite miserable but you can learn to live with it. Some people are trying to do that now. However, its not easy at all. There is a strong sadness and feeling of emptiness if you cannot be with your soul mate. There have been many times that I wished I had never met my soul mate but it was never up to me. It just happened like it was something that was supposed to happen even though we cannot be together. It was very difficult for me to understand that and I question why I had to meet this person that I cannot be with. Fortunately, for me, I am kinda busy abit and that helps some but sometimes I often get this sinking feeling and almost physically at the thought of never seeing this person again. Just being around him was better than not seeing him at all. It's been over a year now since I last saw him. It is very difficult and there are days that I felt like a part of me has died. It;s like the lights have been dimmed. I've always have been an upbeat person in general but there is sadness that seems to hang over me many days even though most people around me don't know it.(actually I prefer tht most). I've gotten pretty good at hiding it from strangers and colleagues but my family (especially my mom) knew it. Well, you will absolutely know without a doubt when u meet ur soul mate. You may not know immediately what is happening but trust me, it won't take long and you will know soon. For me, I was not even looking or thinking along the lines of meeting someone, especially in the situation that I was in when I met mine. I felt kinda of... emotionally ambushed but it felt really good. I will never be the same as I was before. I am happy that I met him and I am sad tht I don't get time to spend with him at all. I missed him terribly and would do just about anything to see his face again, and just have a conversation of any kind at all !! Maybe someday it will happen. I've accepted that it may not.

The part about life never be the same, picking up the energy is the hardest part for me but although the physical connection has not happened, the spiritual energy and inner connection is just so strong at times, I find it almost overwhelming, I distinctively know when he is thinking about me or close to contacting me or missing me. The obstacles are against us so much and I have always pray for him. He has always been in the back of mind and I wished tht I had never met him (during strange coincidences of course). I also wished that there was a way to get my mind erased, or for my heart to be taken away because sometimes it is too much to bear. The connection makes me feel drained physically, mentally and emotionally and for my own peace of mind tht I have had to walk away to gather myself in my own thoughts and concentrate on myself before I become so weak from this intensity. There is a fantastic book called 'When souls connect' by Steve Gun which describes the push and pull of the soul mate connection and how they lesser evolved soul will run in fear. Hmmm.. these kinda feelings are not called as obsession. I could say that my instincts are always right.. always!!

I cannot believe that I'm posting this kinda of things at this time.. I should enter into an usual non REM sleep zone but I didn't.. Assignmts?? Exams??

STOP being an emo darling.... Arrrgghxxxx

 Alryt... gudnyt..

Wic WAY?

Is life about finding and getting answers?

Or is the journey to finding the answers more about living...?  And sometimes you find that you never have the answers...?  So am I suppose to just be content with being the eager one who is forever chasing for answers?  So I try everything, sample everything...not really knowing what I want, or what is best so I just taste everything?

And yet, a very good advice, simple advice I got recently is:

"Stay focused, and you'll knock it out of the park!"

MODERN INDEPENDENT WOOMAN ??

"shudders at the thought of the headline"

I am a self confessed modern independent woman =) and tired out of being misunderstood but in my opinion (thank God for freedom of speec!) this is about some of what I think. My lists here I come..

1. The word is Independent. I don't need to define independent. Okay for those who still don't know..

(a) I need something, I get it. Don't be surprised to hear I got something without your knowledge. I had a lot of problems with my dad and 'male' siblings like how I went here and there and get some job done. The reason a woman gets past primary school, secondary school then to university means she has some of those killer instincts men have. They need something, they get it. Understand our "man ego" to get our own stuff. It doesn't mean you are any less superior or not needed. As Ne-Yo would say A woman who wants you but doesn't need you.

If you still don't get it, tune to Red fim, a song played by the minute
Miss Independent-Neyo

2. We hardly understand the male ego and why it needs to be pampered. Thankfully, there is a book on this one lately. Would never have figured on our own and anyway there are so many men to remind us of the fact. My male colleagues are experts on this matter.. lol

3. When we read "He is just not that into You" we felt like tossing it on the dust bin. We probably know that you are just that not into us.. But independent women with that instinct still doesn't want to lose. That is the main reason we keep on.. especially if the opportunity for good s* looks promising. Other than that it is for ego satisfaction.

4. We did well in school, we do well in our jobs, we start to think we can do well in everything. We still think we can fix your career, job, home. Lynette (every1 knws her unless if u nvr evr watch DH) of Desperate Housewives struggles to keep a healthy balance between what a woman is meant to be and the fact that she is smarter than her husband.. Pathetic it seems :\

5.If we don't know how to fix a tyre, a bulb ( you are kidding me right) or those other things, we will learn it and from someone who knows it better than you. A mechanic perhaps.. If  only you could understand. Sometimes we pretend we can't fix the bulb just to appease that famous male ego. Well, 'sometimes' =p

6. We understand you (might or might not) hate smart women and you will keep saying demeaning things to hurt us. This is what I have gone through. It's not my fault I happened to read a lot of books (that makes one smart, huh??) and especially where you are as read as I am, it's just plain weirdo traditional shame on you thinking. A generalized statement =.= No hard feelings, guys!!! =p

7. Learn to live with us. Less demanding!!

8. We don't think the world revolves around men. Why don't you just live with it. Many traditional women think that life is all about their men, which is what probably God intended it to be before he made us smarter (even God changes his mind) yeah like you have not seen children are born with their eyes wide open these days! But really we love you. That's it. But you don't have the last word on everything. Well. most of the time perhaps..

9. We love you as you are. For reals. We will even buy you a watch to show it! =D

10. We don't get the part that a woman cannot have platonic male friends. (sort of undeniable fact for some socialized people)

11.When we meet a man, we assess him on very many levels. Providing for us is not one of those, this we can figure out. We look at your ability to say the truth, your honesty,capability/liability, dominance, 'some beyond like secret weapons', your family members (fly background), and your ability to sustain conversation on various things and etc =))


Isn't it easy not challengeable???? =D

Won't..

Lesson indeed!!

Here I go again. Brain on overdrive, fantasizing about something and getting myself all hormonal and wound up again. So, I wonder, are chemistry and hormones the only things that motivates us, and is our brain mainly guided by our S* urges? If human beings are slave to these urges, are we really as civilized as we think we are? Isn't self-control one of the qualities that is supposed to mark the difference between us and the rest of the animal kingdom? How can I make all those promises about resisting and keep my butterfly wings to myself, yet sit here and thinking like some kind of senseless creature ??!!

Location ~ Ma house
Weather ~ Raining heavily
Time ~ 10.15pm
Mood ~ Unexplained :p
While  ~ Drinking Milk =))
Realizing ~ Owh, "Today is National Day n also the last day of August.."

Waiiiii????

Wokay, now why I'm taking picture of ma certain-favorite-novels and display it here???


Why??

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BECAUSEEE, IT IS

Homemade Toast Pizzaaa

The best and easiest homemade pizza ever? Really?

I know, it’s a bold statement. And if it was my own recipe, I’d have to be pretty full of myself to say it. But, since it’s not my recipe, but gaah it tastes nice at the end. =p

All you need >>>>>
~Bread
~Cheesedale
~Tuna (mayonnaise)
~Hot-dogs
~Basil leaves (fasterfoods)
~Margarine/Planta
~SOS salad (Lady's Choice)

How to prepare it??
1) Spread margarine on a slice of bread and followed by Tuna.
2) Cut hotdog and cheesedale into a very small tiny pieces and add on the bread as toppings.
3) Add Sos salad (choose the orange colour1) on bread slightly.
4) Finally, spread a bit of dried basil leaves on the bread.
5) Bake the bread in a 400 degree F oven for 40 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean when checked. Remove from the pans and allow the bread to cool upside down.

(well, I could say tht the sos was a bit too much..hehe ;p)


But stil its taste good =)

Have it with a cup of hot milo, milk, fresh juice or whatever  you prefer =D

Well

N0t bad. I mean, I could have had a better one, but I could have had a worse one, I guess. But if I did have a better or worse one, then I guess I wouldnt be me, so 'that' wouldnt work out, either. I mean , I'd be a different one me. I'd still be me, bcuz who else who I be?

-sigh-

Nature's Language

The language of the wind.. is it it's sound or music?
The language of the flower.. is it it's color or fragrance?
The language of the ocean.. is it it's waves or foam?
The language of love.. is it the eyes or the lips?
Understand the languages of nature,
Man's languages are unnecessary,
Understand the heart's languages,
No language is necessary for human..



When the wind blows, there aren't any directions..
When love speaks, there aren't any languages..
One can't understand silence (like one understands) spoken words,
(God?) won't know the words spoken by the eyes...
The wind, who roams and wanders cannot be given a shape..
The language of love does not lie in the domain of sound (voice/words)..
Understand the languages of nature,
Man's languages are unnecessary,
Understand the heart's languages,
No language is needed for human...
if we understand the language of nature..



The sky's speech (language) emerges as droplets..
The rainbow's speech (language) emerges as color..
When truth becomes silent, one speaks (language) tears..
When (a woman's) femininity becomes silent, (her) shyness will emerge..
(The time) When all sound sleeps, tiny(?) fishes talk(language)..
In (one's) heart where desire sleeps, slight movements too become a language..
Understand the languages of nature,
Man's languages are unnecessary,
Understand the heart's languages,
No language is needed for human..

NOT at all..

=)

I am done! Or, am I?

I take two steps ahead.

I think.

I step back.

I stand where I was before.

I think again.

I pull myself out of it.

I persuade myself.

And then, I take a leap.

I run. 

Only to know that I've reached nowhere.

For once, I'd like to know I hold something in my hand.

P.S : Randomness again! Don't call it a poem, it's just a thought

P.P.S : No, seriously its just a thought yo!! =p

Development, development n development!!!

Personal development can be fun. But often times, it can also feel like a chore. You have to do this, do that and practice this, practice that and you don’t really feel like it, and you’re not seeing fast enough improvements, and you’re frustrated and disheartened.. =(
In the long term, if you wanna keep developing yourself and see meaningful changes in your life, it’s important for personal development to be fun and to be able to enjoy the journey, NOT just the destination.. ^^ ( some brief explanations with google-derived images)

~ Stop IT!!
Thinking You Need Personal Development?? Duh, put a full stop for it first >.<
Most people tend to go into personal development with the perception that they are broken and they need fixing. Some of them see themselves as damaged goods at some level, and they see self-improvement as the necessary solution.
However, this is rarely, if ever the case. You’re not broken and you don’t need fixing. Sure, you may have your flaws and imperfections, but doesn’t everybody?

When you realize this and you accept it, you stop seeing self-improvement as something you need, and you start to see it as something you want. You want it because you know bettering yourself will result in a better life, but you don’t truly need it. It’s a personal choice.
It’s like: “If it goes well, great, if not, oh well, at least I enjoyed it”. And this is an amazing mindset to have..





~ It is SLOW!!
Personal development can be slow.

Change doesn’t happen overnight and this creates frustration. There is a work around this frustration, which is to reward yourself for every small progress you make. It can take you years to reach your desired destination. But you’ll make progress every single day. Why not take pleasure in it?
Well, you can do this. Firstly by acknowledging all progress and being grateful for it, and secondly by rewarding yourself for it.
What gives you instant gratification? Movies, games, relaxation, going out?


~ Do It Together With Others
Most activities are more fun when done along with other people than when done alone. Personal development is definitely one of them. (Obviously, we do need buddies!!)
When one or more other people accompany you on the same journey, you share stories, you learn from one another, you support each other, and the journey is visibly more delightful.
That’s why it’s good to have company in self-growth.

This company can be a friend you have in real life, which you get to join you on your journey. If you want, for instance, to work on building your public speaking skills over the next year, tell some friends about this and see if you can get them to join you.
 So if your real friends are not helpful regarding your self-improvement, try some virtual ones.

~ Choose Fun Personal Development Activities
Most personal development goals can be reached through a range of personal development exercises or activities. And some are a lot more fun than others.
You can increase your communication skills by going to formal social events and carefully studying every word you say, or by going to chill parties, talking with lots of people, being genuine and seeing what happens. The second choice will likely be a lot more fun. (No, trust me when I say so**)
Whatever self-improvement goals you have, take some time to consider how to go about reaching them. Try to see the full array of possibilities and out of them choose the ones that seem most enjoyable. In fact it can be so much fun that the destination becomes secondary, and you just wanna be on the journey. Because it’s a fulfilling, integral part if your lifestyle, and your life simply wouldn’t be the same without it. That’s a great place to be in. =))

(Note: I've been squeezing each cell in my brain to create this post. So, you might be or might not be think whether it can't be applicable in your daily routine.. hehe, whatever it is feel free to practice it first. I' m pretty sure that you will be fed enough with its awesome outcomes. Practice makes PERFECT!!)

Best Feelings In The World

~ sleeping late
~ having no homework
~ being liked/loved back
~ bare feet on cold grass
~ when people laugh at ur jokes
~ eating temple's sacred food (koyil prasadham)
~ listening to ur favourite song
~ packing for a vacation
~ freshly shaved legs on clean sheets
~ winning an argument
~ karaoke
~ a hearty sneeze
~ a smile from that special one
~ finding those jeans that fit perfectly
~ receiving hand-written letters/cards
~ making a stranger smile
~ hugs that lasts more than a minute
~ when someone tells you that you smell good
~ putting on sweatpants after wearing jeans all day
~ when someone tells you they never want to lose you
~ when he texts you first
~ taking a much-needed shower
~ being called beautiful
~ looking at pictures from when you were little

n many moreeeee....


-Awesome, isn't??

Stay tuned-Start me up :)

Cant take My Eyes off You

Some good news have come in the fall out from all this mess. Those who had been flitting from group to group, afraid of missing something, that they had never settled on one thing. I suppose that's what happen if u're always waiting for someone or something better to come along. You miss out. And well the life returned to an unreal version of things used to be.

Candle in the wind

Some nights never come to an end
Some dreams will not leave us
Some foot prints never fade off
Some memories never get drowned
It is you who are in my nervous system
It is you who've fondled my eyebrows
Are you running my heart as your path
Is your feet aching a bit
If u search in my eyes, you can find your foot prints
I came to understand the secret of the universe
It was concealed under distance between us
Telling the truth and feel it
It is you who are my soul
It's u.. it's u.. it's u.. in my nervous system

And

Being the favorite hello and the hardest goodbye..

Curious?

Copying me??
I don't know.. well, sort of.. All I can see and hear lots of similarities.. Are they called as Coincidence or Fate??
Almost same!! It's like "Hey, that's ma fav song", "U like that too", and so on and so forth?? supercool combinationss?? Two ppl can think of a thing at a same time?? And their likes and dislikes could be 100% or yeah um 95% SAME?? What the world is going on?? How weird was that?? What's  that supposed to be mean?? Two Heads One Brain??!! Having any spy or webcam around me?? Err, No!! I can assure that pretty much..The fact remained much more harder by the time you need to swallow it lil by lil.. So, is it possible? Telepathic communication between two souls.. Um, stop being an emo ler!! Hehe..

Same thoughts came at just the same time, they called it MINDSYNC!!
                                     
                                               OR

Psychic level operate though the power of belief??

My real curiosity lies in the fact that how do 2 people out of the blue think the same exact thing???


Howwww???

"the perfect sky is torn"

...each day has become some sort of a trial-and-error mode... okay I dont know what that means!!.... a subtle mind spinning....an internal spewing of expletives..... all swimming and screaming in my head..... finally somebody said...I've changed....and none other than Flash...now am just convinced of the fact myself.....what becomes difficult is dealing with a known fact in a way like it was new...suddenly encountering a sad truth...!!........ and then .... you just melt!!...."in ways that cant be spoken".......
...sitting in the cab with ma and a neighbor, I was looking at the life passing by....(sometimes life was just stuck in the traffic jam....ok really lame...sorry).....the ipod plugged into my ears...trying to make sense of all this unconditional situationss....that i had got into......I wish i could just delete that one year of my life and everything associated with it....just cntrl+alt+del.....thats it!!......but you cant.....although it has ceased to haunt you....it has silently rolled itself into you....making you someone you never was.......
you always thought you were smart....but hey woman!!!...wake up..... you arent!!!...you re just plain simple dumb and stupid....you cant make sense of yourself...let alone your life... you dont know what you want to run away from...but you just want to run......hah!!
somedays you just wake up after that so-called refreshing sleep to find that you've imbibed into you all those qualities you never wanted to have....artificial..fake..rude...selfish....and even ruthless...without having regard for anybody's emotions.....the irony is...trying to be just the opposite or in the process of being just the opposite...you end up being all that..... funny!!
and then you say.....thats it!!....I've had enough!!.... I want everyone around me to just GeT LOstthen you feel like breaking your own head.....wanting to get out of that box....leaving bits of your heart in places you never really wanted.....pasting a small piece of memory like stick-on paper there where you know you shouldnt.....
you re just living in pieces....sometimes...glued up pieces where the cracks remain painfully visible....every second day...a little piece gets crushed and then vanishes...like dust.....and what begins to remain is someone...you never thought you'd have to recognize....someone who you will be afraid of today.....but will become that tomorrow......"the perfect sky is torn"......faint flashes of baba come to you but even that you try to wash away...coz it deepens your tiut* scars......huh!!

Well

forgiveness is such a simple word... but its so hard to do when you've been hurt

Feeling low??

Daydreamin about the bright future will instantly give you a boost. Trust me when I say it really works yo!!

Love.. l0Ve.. lov3..

  1. I love the way we finish each other’s sentences.

2. I love the way I know you’ll never give up on me.

3. I love the fact that I wouldn’t ever give up on you.

4. I love the way you look at me.

5. I love how beautiful your eyes are.

6. I love the way I can’t imagine a day without you in my life.

7. I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn’t know how to go on.

8. I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.

9. I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.

10. I love how I know you’ll always be there when I need you to be.

11. I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.

12. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.

13. I love how complete I feel when I am with you.

14. I love how our bodies just fit together.

15. I love the way you make me laugh.

16.I love the way you laugh.

17. I love the way you won’t compromise yourself when we are together.

18. I love the way you won’t let me compromise myself.

19. I love your thoughtfulness.

20. I love your tenderness.

21. I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.

22. I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.

23. I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you’re right here with me.

24. I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.

25. I love the way you’ll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.

26. I love the way you treat my friends.

27. I love your love for the things that interest me.

28. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.

29. I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.

30. I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.

31. I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.

32. I love the way your voice sounds over the phone...

33. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.

34. I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.

35. I love your sensuality.

36. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.

37. I love how you are my soul mate.

38. I love the way you handle troubled times.

39. I love the way you respect me.

40. I love the way you protect and defend me.

41. I love how you feel when we cuddle.

42. I love the softness of your lips against mine.

43. I love the softness of your lips against my body.

44. I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.

45. I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.

46. I love waking up to find we’ve been cuddling together all night.

47. I love the surprises you leave for me.

48. I love your intelligence.

49.I love your ingenuity.

50. I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.

51. I love your love for life.

52. I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.

53. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.

54. I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.

55. I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.

56. I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.

57. I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.

58. I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.

59. I love how you love me.

60. I love how I love you.

61. I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.

62. I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.

63. I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.

64. I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I’m with you.

65. I love your sense of humor.

66. I love the way you make me feel like royalty.

67. I love the way you dress.

68. I love your understated elegance.

69.I love you just the way you are.

70. I love your spontaneity.

71. I love our life together.

72. I love if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.

73. I love the fact that we will grow old together.

74. I love your way with words.

75. I love the way you look when you are sleeping.

76. I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.

77. I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.

78. I love your strength of character.

79. I love taking showers together.

80. I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you’re gone.

81. I love the way you treat me.

82. I love the way you take care of us.

83. I love your cooking.

84. I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing things.

85. I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.

86. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.

87. I love your confidence.

88. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.

89. I love the way we make up after a fight.

90. I love the way you support me when I’m off track.

91. I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.

92. I love your beautiful hair.

93. I love your odor.

94. I love your openness to try new things.

95. I love your ability to talk things through.

96. I love your courage to be you.

97. I love your greatness.

98. I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.

99. I love how I am and feel when I am with you!

100. I love you for you!

*(Ppl's work copycated by me)

So this is how couples spending their tyme > actions? thoughts? passions?emotions? feelings? 

=))

Escapism

One of Mum's fav sayings was: 'Rooms reflect the inner self'. So is mine's!! =) Things were lukin great by the time Mum came back. She winked at me and said, "Your faces are as easy to read as an airport novel". I frowned, (*well, not really). Her reaction was confusing.This was far worse than that and yet there she was smiling. Mums can be so unpredictable. It must be their way of keeping kids under control. Hermmm..!!!

droplets of rain

**Rain rain go away, come again another day (used-t0-be)

INSTEAD this, what if I sing like

**Rain rain come here, lets play togather!! (well, its really washed away all the tears indeed)

-grinning-

=)

Smiling faces do not mean that there is absence of sorrow...
but it means that they have the ability to deal with it...

Without voice..

Without the little v0ice in your head you wouldn't able to read this.. hehexxx... NEVER!!!

Thoughts Abiding In My Head

Sometime, I know , I let myself be a lil childish and immature. Only because I know I can at time cause sometimes, I just get sick and tired of growing up, and always being the right one and always being the strong one that I just threw away half my teen years to battle the things I'm not even suppose to face at such a young age. And yes I am becoming 1 year older by tomorrow which means I am gonna having my bestday or can also be said as 'BIRTHDAY'. I guess I just tell myself, it is alright, it's okay for me to let myself get immature and childish as long as it doesn't affect the way I judge things and definitely not to take my decisions a hasty and immature manner. I guess as long as I know, what's wrong and right is, I'll be fine.

Out of the context. You know what is the best rumour I've heard about myself by far? I slept with my 'papa' everyday and sometimes with my Amma ( at big times where I really need THAT warm-tight-hug, agree huh??) and I got it on real good. There's nothing like a hug because it speaks volumes even when words can't.

-Nothing beats that-

Lotus by a Lotus

A gift I received from one of my closer buddy-gul.. especially made by her own self..

IT is Valentines Day 2013 and I do happy for her's each and evry wonderful moments through..

Lotza warm heart-felt wishes for u, Dear Crabby =)

And you are the among special + awesome ppl tht I really glad to meet with..

Pretty sure tht U won't be able 2 knw the existence of my blog or whtvr Im blabbering here.. haha

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Just Have Thoughts for THEM

So ppl do need leather-expensive-bags?? Why?? Even some of them are totally obsessed over leather bag collections!! Why??It made me think. Not once or twice or thrice but many times and I would say that all of us (not me cuz Im pretty aware of it) tend to use leather products somewhere or the other, be it shoes, belts, bags and the list goes on. Sacrificial of many innocent lives!! It could be a snake, crocodile, goat, shark, oxen,yak, kangaroo, ostrich and so on so forth. Whenever I do see some of my closer peeps show me that they managed to get a leather bag costly one or even simply hang it on them or carrying it, all I feel lyk oh god, innocent animals were killed everywhere and this time isn't for consumption of fresh meat anymore, it's mostly done to show tht 'I do have BONIA/GUCCI handbag. Am I awesome??' I became speechless, often feel so sorry for the poor innocent living creatures as well as gt irritated by those dumb+mental retards. Don't they think its a bit cruel?

 All I can feel is their pain. The most awful pain where they undergo it in a higher peak of circumstances. These creatures becomes endangered. They too need to survive. Like what an adolescent might always say, don't hate me cause you ain't me. In this case, the snakes would probably  say, " don't kill me cause you ain't me with the beautiful skin." 

Ain't here to condemn the world,but save it through.

**Just think about it.

To Reconstitute Man?

I can't figure out Reader's Digest Condensed Books. When I add water, they just turn into a soupy mess.

I would think they would've improved the technology by now.

hihihi.. =p

Awww finally

I was freaking the hell out!! (WARNING ~ Dear kids n teens, dun try this not only at home als0 any/everywhere else cuz Im pretty sure u all gonna kicked out badly by ur parents if u do so.. hehe)

But, it does happen between 2 individuals yg mmg x ngam  sngt2 most of the time.. doesn't?

Whatvr it is, I'm lovin it =))

Till when?

When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all of your thoughts break their bonds.. your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction and you find yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive and you discover yourself to be a greater person than you ever dreamed yourself to be...

De Veronicazzz

=D..

Run

when things get hard, just run away. get your running shoes on, and run. run out the door, and at every street you hit, go left. just keep going left until you can't go left anymore. when the street map will not you go left anymore, go right. and go right at every street you hit. when you can't go right anymore, you've reached your destination. and then sit down, and start to create a life you've always dreamed of in your head.

I wish all the living things in this incredible world, Happy Valentines Day for those alrdy met their couples, hihi and Single Awareness Day for those whose nvr or cn also be assumed as they nvr try to get on the 'tie the knot' track and stucked ther forever, huhu =p

=)

Some-abnormal-c0ol-facts

Holla viewers, something caught ma attention recently. I used to read this kind of what we call as 'fun facts posts' and since still didnt get any idea (probably my mind was still in an empty space, hehe) of what I should publish in my blog, here we go!! =)  Im not gonna torture you all with my terrible-yet-okla-vocab, lol)
Those google derived pics will explain everything.

Well, welcome to the club, deariee.. hehexx

They deserved it.  Likelihood needed now!! (vry much)

Proven!! =)

"Im duin it occasionally" =p (no changes lo)

So, you need to smile even you didn't want to (forcefully)

Biar betul!!

Hell man, why we don't hv this-kinda-service??

No, its not =p

Typical hearttt-with-lotz-of-stiches

P.s: Things ppl do when they really have 'time' more than enough and gettin stuck into 'boring' scenario.. hehe

-the end-

Oh thankzzz

Omje, me blushin ryt nw!!!

Zzzzzzzz....

Time for sleep... too tired

Sleep..sleep..sleep =)

GYM!!

When you mention that you were hitting a gym, then you might be, OKAY not might be but you alwyz gonna face situations like where a bunch of closed peeps will come out with a statements/queries like "What?? Gym?? You are not a guy wei". So, it's that a guy only can hit a gym and not us, huh ?? Some of them even ckp lagi lyk "Oho, u gonna be muscular chick"!!! LOL, mana ade mcm tu?? Don't be so goofy la wei!! Guys went there to build up some muscles on them and girls will eventually hit it mainly to lose weight and oso to get a perfect balanced fit body (sesak nafas cikit). Hmmm, it is part of an urban lifestyle. You are not hiding in your house, but getting out and being part of the city no matter what sex/gender are you. =) Crappin la me..

Oh pls don't ask me anything abt it  =p

  Currently, Im in an environment where people are trying to do the same thing as you/me, it becomes part of a fixed routine, and there are professional trainers who can help do it right. Unless you are seriously self-motivated, you are probably going to get more and more regular exercise going to the gym and being in that milieu than you will if you try to do it yourself.
Having a good gym with all the necessary equipments to meet good standards and to my great advantage its justtttt near my sweet Home, so no reason of getting lazy (bluek) !!

 I geared up and committed to myself "no coming back until I achieve my dream" and I promise myself as well to not to stop even after achieving my dream. So I have been gyming since last week I can only say to myself and everybody out there that "IT HURTS". And i assure myself "No gain without pain". So happy gyming..............

 Well, sweating here, sweating there n sweated everywhere!!

 Yucks but Im lovin it!!

Leaving myself behind

For every step I take towards you
You take none
And so I take two back

For every step I take towards you
I walk further away from you

Well, as always I wishd you
"Take care always"
It will stick to you
No matter whatever happens
Even though you ignore em

Being unfolded

All I can see is a bunch of ppl buzzin all over de place while carrying some 'unwanted-self-destructive-havoc-buddies' like stroke, heart attacks, diabetes, high bp and so on so forth thru out their whole life. And again their grown up kids hv to and yeah they are really duin their job. Holding a stake of medic reports/appointment cards on d left hand while handling their gold one on the right hands. Companying them and some of them were pushing their wheelchair also. Well, welcome to the club!! Humming 'You are not alone" by de great MJ =). Not to forget the maid's duties too. Glad to know that appreciation and responsibility for the gold ones is still there. Show some lurve and care towards them. The world is craving for it and need it abundantly.

-tiny smile on ma face-

Superbb Monday!!

Some 'one day' random shotss =)

(speechless)

on d sea nw.. (loaded wit ships it seems)

Hehe, can be called as 'lazy bum'  oso if u sit ther for 24/7 (cuz of some undeniable reasons)

Wonderful, isn't?

A view frm inside of de carrr.. AWsOME!

Malaysia's longest bridge nw layin between my fingerzz..=p

An old National flag wic they nvr evr change to a new 1 (until  2013)

sunny day..



-I knw Im totally crappin ryt nw, lol-