Oh thankzzz

Omje, me blushin ryt nw!!!

Zzzzzzzz....

Time for sleep... too tired

Sleep..sleep..sleep =)

Superbb Monday!!

Some 'one day' random shotss =)

(speechless)

on d sea nw.. (loaded wit ships it seems)

Hehe, can be called as 'lazy bum'  oso if u sit ther for 24/7 (cuz of some undeniable reasons)

Wonderful, isn't?

A view frm inside of de carrr.. AWsOME!

Malaysia's longest bridge nw layin between my fingerzz..=p

An old National flag wic they nvr evr change to a new 1 (until  2013)

sunny day..



-I knw Im totally crappin ryt nw, lol-

Imagine just for a moment

how you will feel when you have your true Soul Mate beside you.

How wonderful will It be...

*To feel cherished and adored limitlessly?


*To know you can rely on them to always be there?


*To have a perfect (err, no one is perfect)  lover whose sole aim is to please you?


*To feel truly respected?


*To feel secure, stable and loved unconditionally?


*To know you have shared hopes and dreams?


*To hear the words "I love you" and know they are heartfelt?


*To enjoy being the centre of their world?


*To know you are loved, admired and respected?


*To travel through life onwards with your perfect match?


*To feel confident, complete and content?


*To know they will never disrespect you by being unfaithful?


>(^_^)<

So tired of bleeding

It just comes and goes.. errr occasionally, perhaps??
Is it more serious than it seems??

let it bleed..
bleed profusely..
Its time to get rid of it!!! Dealing with this sticky,concentrated darkish red liquid, herrmm quite a-panic-situation.

la, just gv me a break>>>>

Dream'ed'!!

....i hear the familiar strains of music....but suddenly i dont feel You....are You there?...those 'sounds of silence' that creeped into me...suddenly feel as if they were alive...but You dont seem to be around anywhere....i feel my blood running hot in my veins...there is a sudden surge of emotion...a sudden surge of feeling...of smiles...of laughter...the smiles that i echo to myself...its just me here....where are You?...im searching...searching in my heart...in my head.....are You too seeped into my system?...its a feeling that i cannot put to words....i dont seem to feel You....but i want to....i dont want to feel You...but somewhere unknown to myself...i still do....You are like an omnipotent being right now.....im gliding into the wind....running into sunlight.....my body is drinking the rain....'the vision planted in my brain still remains'.....i want to drown...drown in this sudden surge of feeling...in this sudden surge of passion.........my arms....open wide....want to grab the twilight in them...never to let go......i seem to have let go....of myself....left my body.....it is as if my soul houses my body and not the other way round....oh!tell me where are You?.....its impossible feel the rain...the wind...and even this sunlight...without You......stay but dont haunt me.....this passion is too strong for You or me to taint it.....stay but dont snatch away this feeling...it does not belong to You...its mine....yes its selfishly mine.....but feels hollow without You.....but why do i not feel You and yet feel the way i do now?...is that possible?....do You and i exist together?.....or separately?....ah god!..am just too overwhelmingly immersed.....into this moment.....i have let go...and dont want it back right now....am dream'ed' too much....!!!

> Do not tell anyone <

Love

I want to spend my whole life with you...

I want to be happy with you...

I will talk to you...

I often fight with you then I cry on your shoulder...

I will be mad for you...

I want to do so many things...

I wana make love to you...

Then one day I want to die in your arms...

I would love you like anything… you cannot imagine...!!!

errr...wad kind of poem is tht..hherrmmm.whtvr..it is in my mind juz n0w...=D

*Love*

Reasons To Smile

A smiling face doesn’t mean there’s no sorrow it rather means that they have courage to deal with it.

Top 10 reasons to smile!

 Smiling is a great way to make yourself stand out while helping your body to function better. Smile to improve your health, your stress level, and your attractiveness. Smiling is just one fun way to live longer read about the others and try as many as you can.

1. Smiling Makes Us Attractive 


We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away — but a smile draws them in (avoid these smile aging habits to keep your smile looking great).


2. Smiling Changes Our Mood


Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There’s a good chance you mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.


3. Smiling Is Contagious


When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.


4. Smiling Relieves Stress


Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you’ll be better able to take action


5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System


Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. Prevent the flu and colds by smiling.


6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure


When you smile, there is a measurable reduction in your blood pressure. Give it a try if you have a blood pressure monitor at home. Sit for a few minutes, take a reading. Then smile for a minute and take another reading while still smiling. Do you notice a difference?


7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin


Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.


8. Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger


The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don’t go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day — you’ll look younger and feel better.


9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful
Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.


10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive


Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It’s hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that “Life is Good!” Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.


So, keep smiling always !!!


*Love*

Smile

Anyone can be successful in life by being happy and make others happy..If u see someone without a smile, give him or her one…

* LOVE*

Stalkers...

Not ONE.. Had More Than One Annoying-Stupidish-Stalkers...

Why guys like to disturb girls...even th0ugh 'they' (referin to gul yo) didn't d0 anything.. It's always the girls wh0se will be the victims or preys...
Two weeks ago, I went to a tailor shop near by ma hostel. I really dnt wana do this bt ma uniform's terrible condition make me to do it. If its ripped off, I can sew it. But the problem is the zip rosak lo. Usually I prefer lady tailor than man tailor. This is my first time I went there without ma m0m's permission cuz I have n0 other choices as I have to wear ma uniform for tomorrow's practical training.

1st day
I went there with ma collegemate and Im wearing ma uniform cuz (I balek frm w0rk n straight away went there. That tailor was ok la. He asked my frnd whether Im new student here cuz he never ever meet me before and my friend told him tht Im her collegemate and its almost going to be 3 years. He was so shocked and start to talk with me. I gave him a smile (usually I gave it to all of them who I've meet in my whole day..=).. And yeah of course I was telling him about the uniform only... not other t0pics which aren't important. I used to call him anne (brother in Tamil), cuz he l0oked like a abit older enough, I mean not so 0ld.. Its like around 27 or 28 something. And it calling him lyk that itself have an identity in my Rulez Regulationz under Act 001..hehe

2nd day
Again I went there to take my baju, I mean I have to go or I should go cuz I let my baju there meh. Waitttt, whta im crapping heh?? I paid for it. ok Done!! He was showing me his-so-called-humble-face to me. Seriously, I never ever bother all those things. As long my work is done, Im sattisfieeeed with it.That's all.

3rd day
Errr...Have to go again cuz he wrongly sew it. I have no idea whether he did purposely or wht???..hmmm... but then I thought maybe 'tersilap kut'. Should not blame one for what they have done to you without proper investigation had been done on them,ryt?? So,on that day,I went back from watching movie with ma buddies and I asked them to take dinner 1st at the near Indian restaurant cuz I knw most of their stomaches was mogok-ing and that bugged me soo much. Wel, that restaurant was our fav indeed. N me???....heeerrrmmmm.. Even though my lil tummy was bugging either. I couldnt help it as much as I can. Duties FIRST!! I went again to the shop t0 take ma uniform bt still my kadazan frnd (my mami..=D) followed me there, as a protector perhaps =p
Once I entered the shop, he looked at me like shocked and gave me-tht-some-kinda-of-look...whtever la.. I dnt knw.. Hate it totally!!
N he started the conversation 1st... and well the conversation was as follows (its in Tamil actuaaaly bt Im translating into English)...

He : hel0 gurl, thought u wont come t0 tk ur baju...

Me : hye.. errrmmm... I hv to..cuz if nt.. I c0uldn't go to work tomorrow. I thought u will close ur shop.
        Thank  god u didnt..=D

He : Oh..dnt worry.. Actually, Im waiting 4 u just now... (he smiled like some kind of..eeeee)

Me : Ok... where is ma baju???... Completed or not?? (shortage of time and Im hungry wei)

He : Yeah..U can try here.. Just go to the behind room and use it..

Me : 0wh ok.. nevermind.. times up.. I hv t0 go nw..(NVR EVER TRUST ANY1!!)

He : no..u hv to..Then only u knw whether its perfect or not..

Me : hmm..k..(eeeee...geramnya)

After I tried my baju...(actually I didn't as Im so scared. Just waited inside the room and look all over the room for a while and keluar tellin him that it suits me well. Sometime u should and have to lie, for a good reason eventually. Ma mami ( de kadazan gurl was waiting for me outside) n inside the shop only me n him..alone!!!.. n its night some more.. Seriously I dnt believe this guy.

Me : It suits me perfectly..hw much i should pay??

He : Where are u from???..

Me : Malaysia...=p

He : specifically??

Me : Penang...

He : U must hv husband ryt...

Me : wht??? n0.. Im still a stdnt... n stdying!!! ( wh0 r u t0 ask tht-strt to tok crap it seems)...

He : U shld hv a boyfrnd..ryt..if Im not mistaken..

Me : Hw cum u cn say so sure??

He : I know...

Me : ............ (wads ur problem man)

He : U r looking so beautiful..ur smile is damn cute..the way u talk n ur expressions...people will fall for it..

Me : yeah ryt...(irritated abit)

He : Ur parents working as wht???...hw many siblings u hv...r they will accept me as their son in law???...

Me : They r teachers.. n excuse me y shld they accept u as their son in law???...Can u do it lil abit faster..(getting angry)

Actuaalllyyyy..he was sewing ma uniform again...purposely he is doing i knw...so tht he cn talk to me...say all those nonsense things!!!

He : u knw wads ma age???

Me : 30 plus (hehhehe...cuz he lookin older la...)

 He : omg..no Im nt.. Im just 24..

Me : wht???... ( whtevr ....wh0 cares)

n my mami entered the ro0m bt then this guy continuously talking like a mad guy...

He : if I gt ur num..I alwys wil cl u... n tel u the updates of this tailor shop...

Me : Its ok... I w0nt need it.. nor its important 4 me...(arrrgggghhhxxx....cn u plz let me go)

He : oh come on... I like u so  much..cn I f ur num???...

Me : Is this the way u will treat ur customers???... (shame on u)
        n I alrdy cl u as anne...remember???

He : I didnt asking all the girls num ...who evr came here...u r de 1st girl im asking for it...
       n yeah if everyone cl me anne..then hw im going to get married???

Me : That's not ma prob...gv me my unif0rm nw...( a bit strictly)...

He : plz...gv me ur num.. I wont distrb u...

Me : nop.. sorry Im nt that type of gurl...Im leaving...(annoying la u..)

He : u r looking more pretty whn u r getting angry wit me....

Me : Whtever...( I wont gv a damn to whtever he said)...

He : I will wait for u...u hv to come here...ahaha..

Me : Stop mumbling!!!... (Im off..believe me I wont c0me here anymore.. felt so stucked up with u..
        I've treated u as my anne...bt u... get lost la u!!!)

Even before v keluar, he was asking ma contact num...agaainnn n aggaaain... like a crazy guy... Im sure he is!!! N of course my mami cn undrstnd tht he is flirting wit me.. even though she dnt knw ma language and i nvr ever reveal anything of wht happened just now.. All she did is gv a warm hug as protective sign. I was too much craving for it. Its lyk "Dont worry, we are here for you" and yet this annoying-story was announced to all my frnds at restaurant afterwards. Aiy0o =(

Felt annoyed n sad t0o.. cuz wht make them change their mind n talking  like a crap... I meant that guy??
Is that really make a sense tht If wearin uniform its diff...n if wearing jeans n blouse its difff????...I dnt understand...
Im really pissed off with him..Wht they want actually??? Hw c0me u can flirt n talking like rubbish 2 a gurl wh0 is a stranger n also ur customer.. The way he looking at me also I knew it... he's not making an eye contact with me..He was looking at someting else... thats seriously make me feel bad and insecure.. this is not the first time.. I've been go through alot before by tis kind of guys...since Im 13... Thank God... nothing serious happened to me cuz im always aware of the dangers thts awaiting 4 me out there.. Maybe my face was a kinda face which ppl like to buli?? I dnt know!!

At th0se awkward  moments, I really missed my dad n brothers...
They r my guardians..Wherever i g0, they jaga me very well as Im the only one girl in ma fly.... like a Princess.. they r damn protective.. like soldiers bt only thing is they dnt hv their AK 47 guns with them...=p..(even my youngest brother who is only 14 years old, act muc mor protective if I g0 t0 pasar malam with him)... n yeah that day he ended up with get stressed up and more worried cuz there's r some guys wh0 looked at me 'lyk one kind'....hehehhe...pity my br0...after that, i nvr go out t0 pasar malam with him...only I wil if all ma  brothers n parents g0 out 2gather...=D...

Wht I 've learnt from my life experiences is ~> A Woman really needs the Protection of Man... no matter.. HE cn be her's dad, husband, friend, lover n brother... and of course Woman need to be taught to protect herself indeed...=D..

Well, bubye for now!!

*Love*