1.Were you named after anyone? No
2. Do you wish on stars? Nope
3. When did you last cry? Three months back
4. Do you like your handwriting? Yes!
5. What is your favourite meat? Definitely not chicken
6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? My dance prograM cds because I feel awkward to see myself on videos
7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? Yes
8.Are you a daredevil? Sometimes
9. How do you release anger? Screaming.. shouting at the person with whom I am angry (nvr try it out bt 1day gonna do)
10. Where is your second home? Don't have one
 11. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Uh...Yeah.. funny ones lyk (Are you always this stupid or are you making a special effort today =p).. Only with ppl who knows me well =)
12. Do you trust others easily? Kinda yes but it takes time
16. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Hm. .How simple they are!
15. Would you bungee jump? Yes.
16. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? I don’t wear shoes these days
17. What's your favourite ice cream? Choc
18. What are your favourite colours? Blue, black, white,silver,pink
19. What are your least favourite things? Doing certain things in the name of socializing with people.. Like to be myself, let people like me for that and not for any status thingy and all…. All a pretence…!
20. How many people do you have a crush on right now? Hmmm… one!
21. Who do you miss most right now? Hmmm…. Noone as of now
22. What are you listening to right now? Nenjukulle-AR music, the movie nt yet cm out..
23.Is your hair up or down today? Down - what else is new? HAHA
24. What is the weather like right now? Rainy + sunny
25. Last person you talked to on the phone? Mom
26. The "first" thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their attitude
27. Do you like the person who sent you this? Dunno who this person is.. I just flicked it because I liked the tag and have been longing to do one for a long time
28. How are you today? As usual cool
29. Favourite non alcoholic drink? Prefer warm water
30. Favourite alcoholic drink? I don’t drink alcohol
31. Natural hair colour? Black
32. Do you yell a lot? Depends
33. Eye colour? Black
34. Wear contacts? Nope
35. Siblings? Yes
36. Favourite month? March
37. Favourite food? Idli anyday!
38. Favourite day of the year? God! I don’t know…
39. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out? No but maybe yes at future..lol
40. Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings better
41. Summer or winter? Winter (doesn't exist in my country.. lol)
42. Holi or Diwali? Deepavali.
43. Do you like your name? Ya.. The best thing about me!
44. What book/magazine are you reading? A beautiful mind ( autobiography of John Nash)
45. What's on your mouse pad? Don't have one..(lappy doesnt  need it)
46. What did you watch on TV last night? Didn’t see TV last night
47. Favourite Smell? Smell of rain
48. Have you ever regretted breaking up with someone? Not experienced it yet!
49. Most tiresome thing you’ve ever experienced/done? Finishing this tag!
50.Shall I publish it? YES!!

I think that's the end of it! Anybody who is bored enough to do this????

He??

Everyone get crazy with him.I didnt get a single point.What is so special about him?? Believe me when I say 80% of gurls of my campus was  fall head over heels for that guy included my own not-that-close-mate. What makes them go crazy over this guy? Lotza of rumours about him. Apparently Im still right in the damn thick rumour season and those stuffs certainly doesn’t appear to be going away anytime soon, uhuk uhuk! Didnt believe it fully cuz its not that important to me.
I feel like dont wana continue this post but I want to. I mean "Express it" just like that but its too hard. Too hard until I cant find words to explain it. Wana vomit out of whatever stuck in my head.
 You ignore them but they still find a way to talk to you. Glad Im not his victim. You duno a thing about them but they knew all the details A to Z, inch by inch about you. Arrgghhhxx I just hate that day. I dont feel anything when he gave me that stupid stare and askd some really non-sensical questions. I forced myself to smile, but still my eyes expressing rudeness towards him. Well, all of my answers was like yes n no only. I bet he alrdy got fed up of me lol!! Who cares?? Personally, I dnt hv anything to do with him.You are here to do something and that's why you were get paid for. So, go ahead and do your work. Keep your nose out of my bussines. Some people, when angry, generalise to justify their feelings. I cant display my anger towards him in public places.We may not the be the type easily-get-angered ppl but somehow in some situations,we just cant control ourselves and burst it out! Right?? hehe.. If you treat me as a friend and I ll treat you back the same. Just don't assume all the girls on the earth are same. Got it? They won't be. Silly isn't it?  Iz it normal?? Like you dont feel anything when a macho/normal guy walk passed you, you nvr luk at them when they luk at you and smile, and you cant/didnt say or think any word describing their physical things when your buddies doing so. Naturally, dishonest and untruthful feelings being turned up. Why?? Are everyone facing the same situation as me? or is it my imagination? Of course Im straight not a bi or les for God's sake.  Our heart knws very well with whom we are talking to and why we are on that road. Our feelings also...  errr Im talking too much. I should stop here. Ok done!

Imagine just for a moment

how you will feel when you have your true Soul Mate beside you.

How wonderful will It be...

*To feel cherished and adored limitlessly?


*To know you can rely on them to always be there?


*To have a perfect (err, no one is perfect)  lover whose sole aim is to please you?


*To feel truly respected?


*To feel secure, stable and loved unconditionally?


*To know you have shared hopes and dreams?


*To hear the words "I love you" and know they are heartfelt?


*To enjoy being the centre of their world?


*To know you are loved, admired and respected?


*To travel through life onwards with your perfect match?


*To feel confident, complete and content?


*To know they will never disrespect you by being unfaithful?


>(^_^)<

Stylo

"Hairstylists always told me I couldn't do my hair this way or that way because it's too thick and textured. So, did I listen to them? NEVER!! But sometimes odd things happened.

The actual problem arises when your hair growing faster and faster =( and at that time you will start to think "Omg, what im goin to do nw?" 

Our buddies will give lotza of comments lyk "Hey,it suits you well", "I don't think it suits you","Omg, why you cut your hair so short?" "You look great". Herrmmm. And we gona respond them "Oh yeah Thanks". Thats all finish..Done is done!

 You comb your hair nicely before you go to some places but after you went back from a long journey, this is how it could be look like. Some kinda of fussy hair!!

You washed & dried your hair and applied those hair products on your hair (look at the image below). Well, it was fine. Normally our hair wont always stick on the head as much as we want,isn't? I mean, it never ever listen to us. Hehe

Dove serum+Loreal+ Lucidol

Give a try to whatever-new-hairstyle- that exists there.. Its only us who knows whether that the particular hairstyle suit us or not. Anyways I love my natural hair and its colour even though it changed to a dark brown and yet I cannot escape from ppl when they strt to ask me "Did you coloured your hair?" Colouring hair?? Im restricted from it at all =(

Oops someone calling my name out there. I couldnt finish this post. Hmm nevermind, I think yg nie dah cukup dah. Ok, gotta go. Gona watch horror movie, Perfect time! Perfect place!

Bubye =)

Pi

Yann Martel’s Life of Pi is a transformative novel, a dazzling work of imagination that will delight and astound readers in equal measure. It is a triumph of storytelling and a tale that will, as one character puts it, make you believe in God. A groundbreaking movie by Director Ang Lee, acted by a young man (Suraj Sharma) who survives a tragic disaster at sea and is hurtled into an epic journey of adventure and discovery. While marooned on a lifeboat, he forms an amazing and unexpected connection with the ship's only other survivor ~> a fearsome Bengal tiger.

Stunning visuals make up for Life of Pi's preachiness. The ocean seems to envelop the whole of the audience’s vision, and whether it’s dusk (when the sunset looks more radiant than the sun itself) or the middle of the night (when bioluminescent fish create a cosmos underwater), everything looks gorgeous to the point of unbelievable.

Some movies are just made to be that way - to stir your imagination, to be in touch with your inner self. Sometimes things may not seemed logic, but there is a message behind it. You'll need to open up your heart and mind to feel it

Ultimately, that’s Life of Pi’s point -> It may not make you believe in God, but it puts up a mirror to let you see where you stand on the matter. And the reflection is gorgeous.

And I watched Life of Pi and enjoyed it to the maximum. =)
 God You are the Greatest !!

So0 stupiddd!!

"It only brings bad results – people misunderstand [that is works]"..
A woman will love a man not because of that size.” Its Only the Size of your Heart that Counts.. =)

http://belogkiter.blogspot.com/ (for more info)

Does size really matter? Well, I believe many married couples are happy out there and able to live with whichever size that they have. What do you think?

Didnt mean to..

Hate those kind of habits! Maybe you are my junior or senior or someone whosoever but, I dont know who are you and its not my concern at all, Seriously, ain't bite my nail and have no idea at all of what that white colour thing that fell on your head?? It is because of me. Of course Im the big cause of it! Me, Myself and My cute lil naughty fingers! But, impressed with your (what they call it? Spiky or punk hairstylez??) It is an accident. ^^ Hmm,  ME~> Ain't with those perfect girls, that just don't click with me. A very naughty girl?? That's what they called me but no I'm not. I'm Not naughty I'm just drawn that way (showin innocent face). You may find out about it later when you wash your hair it seems. Hahaha.. So badla me.. ( hope you wont come across my blog and identify that this guy is YOU and wondering lyk "Hey, isn't this is my head?") hehe..

Whatever it is I'm sorry dude!!

So tired of bleeding

It just comes and goes.. errr occasionally, perhaps??
Is it more serious than it seems??

let it bleed..
bleed profusely..
Its time to get rid of it!!! Dealing with this sticky,concentrated darkish red liquid, herrmm quite a-panic-situation.

la, just gv me a break>>>>

Jus@Juice

CarrotorizedOrange Juice ^^

There is nothing quite as satisfying as a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice. Why we all keep on doing the same thing. Let's try something new. Alteration mode ON! hehe..ok, how about adding a piece of long carrot with it and blend it nicely??

how to prepare it??.. Its so damn easy!

Instructions
* Take 2 oranges and slice them into 2 pieces and remove their seeds.
* Next, take a fresh carrot, cut half of it.( another half, you cn use if u want, bt me going to keep in refrigerator, jimat meh) And then cut into tiny pieces.
* Put all togather in a blender ( I dnt hv juicer, sad!! =p)

* Switch on the blender ( hw is my cute lil tiny winy blender?..cool huh )

* Blend it

* And here goes

wah, freshly made by me bt without sugar or ice cubes.

Drink it in a natural way... k ?? haha.. Simple ryt =)

Oh Noooo!!!

First time, Im pinjaming big big reference books from campus library. Should b heavier thn me. Damn heavy la u all  >.<
dah nk finish final sem, baru nak start belajar konon2.. Maybe its a second time, Im borrowing these kind of books.. err that one was during first sem, kalau x silap saye..hehe

NOT A Bookworm either...

Uhuk uhuk..

hehe.. kesiannye dia study.. stress juga kot =p

-showin muka ngantuk-

CONTINGENCY PC

Where am I??..

sitting in front of a computer.. err known as CONTINGENCY PC ( PLEASE DO NOT SHUT DOWN THIS PC)

hokay.. no probz.. of course ppl wont shut it lyk that cuz they are using right nw and you are restricted sama sekali from log in FB..well, that webpage is blocked.not only here, I mean they applying that system almost to all government hospitals.. hmm..>,< good too if not, than there wont be any single person WORKs!! lol
didnt get enough sleep probably because of disability to adapt a  new environment.. well, still adjusting to a new disability (in the progress) =p

I saw a prescription of a baby girl whose mother has my cute plus nice name..hehe
I top up all those medications with my buddy..actually, she is the one who have to accomplish all the task and get the work done but me..a follower becumin a teman n lastly a helper!!
Good to see my workplace again n again, its just bring alots of sweet memories. still fresh in my mind..
Yesterday Sani Pradhosam at Sri Sivan temple was just awesome. I 've never been there before.Its located at Universiti Malaya. Simply nice =) lost my self completely in those prayers. Thanks to her and her fly n of course to those half-grown-up-naughty-cousins who are so (naughty) as well. Hermmm well, nw i bangun from a mattress, i dont know exactly of what they called it. It luks lyk sofa n with a white huge blanket. SOFA?? is that what they calling it nw?

 hmm.. I slept there like I've never slept before. But, a few minutes, I get caught cold, cneeze, runny nose and voice imbalance and a very WEIRD dream, huh? The dream was abt a pharmacist that was on-call that day, seriously he is scary..No, I mean it!! Sikit lagi, I pula kena masuk ED!! The one who hv to treat ppl wit drugs gona let herself being admitted in ED, but fortunately nt undergoing any serious or dangerous complications. Hihi.. The first question I asked her was "when was the last time they wash this blanket"?? Her reply made me gone mad. " Im not sure abt that, maybe a few months ago". I was like errr, seriously?? Whoever used this blanket before are probably.. dot dot dot. Totally didnt gt any idea abt those ppl.. hehe.. hmmm I'm sending my condolences to them. freakin cold wei!! A big THANK YOU for that blanket. What to do?? Its better we have something than have nothing, isn't??..=)

So, here I am again ~> updating my blog =) (nasib baik, my blog's webpage isn't get blocked)

What else??

Whatever I want to say.
its ruined by my words
something i feel that
the whole world is a magic
which is there n not even there
these wind, clouds, springs and air
they signal to me
how do I say
their story

I hv often thought
that you, me, all of us are mirrors
we see only ourselves in all
Im not there still I am
right, wrong yours me
I have to get...get you

My lovely DEGREE..^^

so, that 'B.Pharm (Hons)' will appear at the back of my name.. forever!!!

Help! there is a song stuck in my head!!

A little piece of music does strange things to me. It’s quite inexplicable actually because…I am not there, just not there. I’m gone. It’s like somebody deliberately is tugging at my heart strings making it play the melodies that I hear; or it’s like somebody mercilessly chose to pierce my heart with a needle, yes a needle, and the emotions ooze out like some sort of queer fluid……..and there is just plain silence. I can never really make sense of all that happens when that piece of music plays in my head. Its strange how there are random songs playing inside my head when the world around me and the world inside me is burning with a terrible anger. There are incessant fights, banging of doors, screams and shouts and abuses hurled……yet it’s a strange song inside the head, one that no matter how hard I try I can’t shake off. It just wouldn’t go. I choose not to evaluate its normalcy levels because I don’t care. Its just strange, that’s all…

Single Mindedness

The mind spins, there's a fire in your breath,

The heart dances right and left like a pendulum,
The mouth alone, does not speak,
The whole body speaks,
This is the worst kind of sickness,
A very passion-filled sickness..

Wake up,gurl!

 Life has a pernicious way, it seems, of quietly sidling up behind our limbs and catching us by surprise with its powerful, unexpected exhalations. Words can't described just how heartbroken she is. Since I feel like she trying to pull away and slowly cut ties to everything around her. Surely, everyone has experienced heartbreak. But, for those of you who have not felt this way, for those of you who have done this to the rest of ppl, this is what it feels like. It's like lying on the floor, the phone still in your hand, you make a pathetic attempt to mask your grief, to sound normal. But the huskiness in your voice betrays you like pretending that you are alright. How it exactly you felt? You can't breathe, you can't stop crying, and sometimes your chest even burns or feels like someone stabbing a knife into your chest and twisting it repeateadly or the awful pain you feel and how much you hate the person for leaving you, and at the same time desperately want them back? “That’s exactly what heartbreak feels like,” I thought. And what you thought about me? I couldn't understand it or  just walk away pretend that none of these aren't my business nor it matters,huh??

You know exactly how it feels right but is this love? I don't think so. I'm not sure what it is. What are you up to and why are you struggling? And you still standing in this twisted state of mind, hoping that 'someone' comes along and rips his heart out someday like a so- called Prince Charming to begin a happily ever after life with you? You must be a FOOL!!! What's going on inside yourself? Are you nuts? Can't you see that you are being misused and betrayed by that stupid fella? Are you really that dumb? How long you are going to bear this pain? This kind of useless relationship is just gonna let youself being ripped off. You have to let go and move on. You did do a lot for him. He doesn't deserves you.Thinking of past failure will only bring more pain. Find someone with a brain attached to their body. Got it?

and for the 'wonderful' guy that used to be ma good friend>>>>>> now you just 'somebody' that I used to know..

Get lost!!!

>.<  screwww you, stupid nasty jerk!!!

Well

for the duration of previous week, ma mind (and heart) was filled with so much illumination and light. I stumbled upon many great readings and reminders that helped to not only have a paradigm shift, but to see the world and experiences within it from a different angle.  Had clarity and understanding, as if that imaginary lightbulb above ma head suddenly lit up. Mainly because of the end of practical training. Hmmm..maybe! =)

it's not to say the cloud of self-doubt etc haven't snuck into ma mind still, but it's that me choosing to let de heart be the stronger one. choosing to feed the faith, in maself, in life, in god instead of feeding the fear, negativity, assumptions, and ridiculous expectations (that I place on myself, that others legitimately place on me, or sometimes that I tell myself others place on me).

-lil grinned-

The point

The language is strangely formal . I read and read over again - looking for signs or for some vetted message hidden in the words,- Hardest thing. Somehow I catched the point!

Twinkling stars

I see stars wondering what they are doing

Twinkling all the day and night

Stars lightens, stars brightens

Shining, twinkling, smiling, moving

                                                         Just being what you are

                                                       Beautiful stars in the garden

Factless

Love is blind...and sometimes DEAF too !

A blahing head

Why blah, you may ask.....well,strangely enough that is one word which completely suits me. . its my mind... always full of blah...random...ceaseless stream of thought...spinning around like a top... never calm.....and so thats how I am. ...a paradox---very true....sometimes I just stop...just stop in the middle of nowhere...and then lost in a queer labyrinth.. lose my way...often.. like a moth...flying from one place to another in search of something...but not finding it....thats how I am...nothing excites me and everything does....I dont understand me... look for people who do.......
...I have dreams...ambitions...great expectations......and they drive me crazy...insane...freaked out....theres a long way to go from here..walking and walkng on....so random....so ceaseless.....incoherently coherent huh??

An Inspiration for meee..

Love it! Who wouldn't want a sexy body like this?

ED-ed..

Allocating..  



Dispensing..



Playing games..



Watching X-Men..



Allocating..



Dispensing..



x( .. =) .. =D


de EnD..

The 'word'

I nvr expressed that 'word'

the time I want to express it,

It's gone...

It's slipped away...

-------- * ---------

That one 'word'

Slowly..

Bit by bit- writing down what happened- want to include other things. Fragments of memory, scraps from the past which help me make sense of it all. It's like making a patchwork quilt, sewing together and something whole. Perhaps it's more like a scrapbook them a quilt. Then, in any case, it halps, writing this down. But where to begin is HARD!!..

-sigh-

Mom

Though I've never told you... But I'm afraid of darkness, mom... Though I've never shown it... I do care for you, mom... Aren't you aware of everything, mom..You know everything, mom...Please don't leave me like this in the crowd... I won't be able to come back home..Please, don't send me so far that.. You will not even remember me, mom... Mom, am I that bad?... Whenever dad pushes me high in the swing...My eyes will look for you... Thinking you will come and hold me, mom... I've never told him.. But I do get scared, mom...Though I never let it come on my face... I'm scared within, mom... Aren't you aware of everything?... You know better, mom!

Crappy situation at work

Respecting some ppl and tend to admire certain ppl.  Due to the remarkable reasons. It is a great feeling. Appearing as 'Hero' or 'Idol' for one day. And the next day, everything is changed where de particular individual was get an unexpected scolding from his boss infront of me. It's just a normal & easy calculation. But, due to the excessive stress or pressure, he just can't handle it.  I knew. He is suffering and seemed helpless. And she was roaring like a lion..err lioness?? issh whatever la! That is sooo scary. Keep watchin it where at one point I just gave up and feel so sorry for him. Poor my boss!! As a stranger or so called co-worker, I consoling him by whispering nice words like "don't worry,everything will be ok" and blah blah stuffs on my MIND actually.. hehehe.. =p

Sketchiness & Silliness

My dictionary stays that healthy pervert means: you openly talk about various topics including ones which are kinda hard to talk about. Every topic becomes your great materials. Of course, me shouldn't go further beyond 'healthy' pervert. But I did!! hehe... 0.00001% turning to 50% D....Y minded!!

I am NOT really disappointed with myself. It's normal actually. Nature makes us pervert. And if you aren't at tht particular age, then you're gonna face some serious prob.=p Hmmm, among me and my friends I am known as the sensible one. Like they always came up with "don't teach her anything. She still YOUNG and INNOCENT". Errr what??.. Duh!!  Last one you would expect to make a 'S' joke and it was just late for my hormones to kick in. Every one said that I would  blew it off and forgot what they said. Well they did kick in me very late but very hard. Now I can't stop fantasizing as I am thinking with the wrong head more than my real head. I tried to ignore it but now it has gotten so out of control. Its not a big deal where I still cn control over my own thoughts I really think that my hormones effect me more than any one else because they came so late and its insane. It sounding exaggerated. I feel like a disgrace to my family with these thoughts as they coming back every time I change the state of my mind and it keep on coming back. But, we aren't gonna talk with them in this manner, right? =) So, chill.. Its only among you and your closer peeps.  Right now I am trying not that hard not to sound perverted.  C'mon, you already entered the adult zone. Not a kid anymore.=p and limitation is everywhere!

Now they are getting shocked with "Omg, that sounds so wrong/ Hey, since when u become soo pervert/Who taught you? (you all la)/You gettin corrupted.." Me sooo like their expressions..XOXO..

The other side of 'It'

It can be my friend..
It can b my foe..
it cn be wht it is not..
A silhoutte of it..
It cn be part of me..
it cn be part of u..
it may cn our happiness..
And even something more..

If it is wht it is..
Then it is wht, it would be..
It will be wht it should be..
What it wouldn't be just a memory..

It can be whatever..
You choose to be..
So understanding it is but..
The only thing we do..

Let it be the sunshine..
A rainbow in a tear drop..
The goldfish in the ocean..
Reflect what u want to be..

I know it may not be much..
To show the good side of it..
But maybe after each sunset..
And a little after the sunrise..
I may see it as as I want to be..

What is 'it' ?

Booking faces..

Basically not the type who like to send friend requests to ppl on fb, unless I know the individual personally and would like to be friend wit them. As a general rule, me do not friend people tht I've not met in person.=/ Last time it was quite interesting where you'll get 20 friend requests and you gonna choose randomly by approving 2 or 3 of them. The rest was ignored.  But now it seemes like 'NO MORE'. Not gonna/prefered to be in that kind of state. Cannot even appears as online. Aiyayooo..=( Well, I've seen two things on the internet abt whether or not ppl should accept friend requests from certain ppl. Thought this was an easy decision, but the cowed internet legions out there have turned it into an existential question tht needs input like hit 'Confirm' or 'Not now'. So far had deleted 600 of them. It's very hard to delete them frm your profile where you hv to go through one by one. Too tired.. >.<
 Having mor thn 1000 friends is not a big deal. Some ppl think they're awesome and popular cuz they hv a lot of 'friends'. Another tons of friend requestsss..???.again!!.. When you set your pic as profile pic, more frnd requests will buzzing all around you. Booking faces??  Duh!! B.O.R.I.N.G.
My irritation meter has just passed the line of “contemplate burning things”.Thought wanna deactivate or straight away delete  fb bt afraid of might loss of some imp contacts.

Hmmm..sorry peeps.. (to those who are being removed)

will keep on deleting you ALL!!..(until target reached).. hehe =p

Random thoughts..

(winked)..

*LOVE*

Awesome Fridayyy..

purposely did lunch call so that can go bek earlier to college... Result n Uniform Day.. Can't get rid of the uniform and stuffs..Grrrr..Would like to give a big round ZERO to the management..rumbling, gurgling and growling.. What is that?? Oh, I knew it. My dear stomach is giving noises..=) The next destination was the college's cafe.. It's been so long since I've eaten there.. everything is finished.. take off uniform and keep the tee shirt on.. comfortable with it..Time is running.. and we had waited for the college bus for almost 1 hour..by the time we got half way it had started to rain heavily..soaked down completely even though we used an umbrella and yeah of course small tiny umbrella won't help that much..lebih2 lagi 2 persons shared one like folie à trois..=p.. Shoes got wet.. Luckily we wore tee shirts. Thank God.. And now what?? looking for a restaurant to eat something.. Trust me when I say all shop loads, stalls and even restaurants are closed cuz of the weather.. We're so damn hungry.. She wants me to lead her, duhhh.. try findin Chinese restaurant for her..bit concerned of wht she will eat..fam for spicyphobia.. I'm ok with all types of foods as long we hv something to eat!! Hehe..pity you Wei Ling..at last had our lunch+dinner at Mamak restaurant.. Then, planned to have a movie marathon but ended up with watched only one movie.. herrmm.. nevermind it's still ma fav.. Ice Age 4.. Damn silly and humorous =)..went to pasar malam.. cuci mata sikit with gurl's stuffs and bought some of it..well, still got time to choose either Batman or Spiderman.. looking at each other.. Want it or not?? WANT!!! but it's impossible ryt now cuz might reach hostel late.. Perhaps, next Wednesday will be the day.. Here I come Mr.Spiderman and Mr.Batman!!

-wink-

Dream'ed'!!

....i hear the familiar strains of music....but suddenly i dont feel You....are You there?...those 'sounds of silence' that creeped into me...suddenly feel as if they were alive...but You dont seem to be around anywhere....i feel my blood running hot in my veins...there is a sudden surge of emotion...a sudden surge of feeling...of smiles...of laughter...the smiles that i echo to myself...its just me here....where are You?...im searching...searching in my heart...in my head.....are You too seeped into my system?...its a feeling that i cannot put to words....i dont seem to feel You....but i want to....i dont want to feel You...but somewhere unknown to myself...i still do....You are like an omnipotent being right now.....im gliding into the wind....running into sunlight.....my body is drinking the rain....'the vision planted in my brain still remains'.....i want to drown...drown in this sudden surge of feeling...in this sudden surge of passion.........my arms....open wide....want to grab the twilight in them...never to let go......i seem to have let go....of myself....left my body.....it is as if my soul houses my body and not the other way round....oh!tell me where are You?.....its impossible feel the rain...the wind...and even this sunlight...without You......stay but dont haunt me.....this passion is too strong for You or me to taint it.....stay but dont snatch away this feeling...it does not belong to You...its mine....yes its selfishly mine.....but feels hollow without You.....but why do i not feel You and yet feel the way i do now?...is that possible?....do You and i exist together?.....or separately?....ah god!..am just too overwhelmingly immersed.....into this moment.....i have let go...and dont want it back right now....am dream'ed' too much....!!!

> Do not tell anyone <

Go Genting!!

Went there with ma best buddies..so awesommmeee!!!
Too lazy to write more..hehe..but will try to give some brief explanation =p.
The pictures are randomly chosen. Here are some pics of them..Enjoyyy..=D

eating nasi lemak at Gombak.. 

Que..

still queuing..

No pic pls..moody cuz felt annoyed with an arabian guy behind me..Damn!!!

sneakersss..

keep smiling alwys..

ssshhh...

I dare to look down and impressed with breathtaking views of the surrounding hills.. (At a comfortable speed)

Miss Pretty Lady 'Mah' with Miss Pumpkin 'Cynth'..=p

De 'Together' couple..hehe

Need to say anything..mami?? Kim, gv me some expression..

aaahhhh...

blureed..

The journey just began..(@@)

posing again..

lost way..

an overview of Genting

flowerssss.....

grown ups are tagged..lol

Wonderful creature of GOD

                        Reach there late but managed to play for almost 6 hours continuously...

de girl's bags

 queuing f0r so long..

peace..babz..

I'm at the top..

0ops unknown stranger interuptin..

De random lookz..

spinner..

Mom said "NO for corkscrew"..=(

Mah : HUNGRY!! Anis Water : THIRSTY!!

y0oho0o.Im spinning!! (at last)

"Stop..stop..stop" hermm lukz lyk Mis Kechik wana say something..=p

cute lil kid..

'posing' is just nt suits me..hehe

tired being tired..

Heli!!!..stop being that..

Heloooo...

pushin hard..=p (unmovable la)

that's seemed so WRONG!!

naughtiest human beings..^^

make a choice..faster!!

with their own pose..(when they took tis pic?)

blued man!!!

frozen...

smokeyyy..

flying jumbo..

=D and =)..

yippiiii....

teddy bearsss...

in de cup..rollin..

Guess who is that??

Here..we are!!

shoot it..(show me ur power steppy)

ship hangin out ther..

any similarities?? lol

Nt sure when they tk tis pic..grrr

De Genting's Eiffel tower..

V r gucci girlss..

Brother said "NO for space shot"..y alwys me? =(

ahaha..muka boring

2 times on pirate ship..seriously sooo awesome!! Giggled alot..

Gonna go bek..=)

Was covered by 5 layers of sweaters but still shivering uncontrollably from my very inner core and can felt teeth chattering. Stucked in this fantasy. Heat needed, seriously!! Anywayz I had a great time with  them. Well, one day is not enough with all the things to do. But will visit those places again by companied with future real dear.