Sketchiness & Silliness

My dictionary stays that healthy pervert means: you openly talk about various topics including ones which are kinda hard to talk about. Every topic becomes your great materials. Of course, me shouldn't go further beyond 'healthy' pervert. But I did!! hehe... 0.00001% turning to 50% D....Y minded!!

I am NOT really disappointed with myself. It's normal actually. Nature makes us pervert. And if you aren't at tht particular age, then you're gonna face some serious prob.=p Hmmm, among me and my friends I am known as the sensible one. Like they always came up with "don't teach her anything. She still YOUNG and INNOCENT". Errr what??.. Duh!!  Last one you would expect to make a 'S' joke and it was just late for my hormones to kick in. Every one said that I would  blew it off and forgot what they said. Well they did kick in me very late but very hard. Now I can't stop fantasizing as I am thinking with the wrong head more than my real head. I tried to ignore it but now it has gotten so out of control. Its not a big deal where I still cn control over my own thoughts I really think that my hormones effect me more than any one else because they came so late and its insane. It sounding exaggerated. I feel like a disgrace to my family with these thoughts as they coming back every time I change the state of my mind and it keep on coming back. But, we aren't gonna talk with them in this manner, right? =) So, chill.. Its only among you and your closer peeps.  Right now I am trying not that hard not to sound perverted.  C'mon, you already entered the adult zone. Not a kid anymore.=p and limitation is everywhere!

Now they are getting shocked with "Omg, that sounds so wrong/ Hey, since when u become soo pervert/Who taught you? (you all la)/You gettin corrupted.." Me sooo like their expressions..XOXO..

The other side of 'It'

It can be my friend..
It can b my foe..
it cn be wht it is not..
A silhoutte of it..
It cn be part of me..
it cn be part of u..
it may cn our happiness..
And even something more..

If it is wht it is..
Then it is wht, it would be..
It will be wht it should be..
What it wouldn't be just a memory..

It can be whatever..
You choose to be..
So understanding it is but..
The only thing we do..

Let it be the sunshine..
A rainbow in a tear drop..
The goldfish in the ocean..
Reflect what u want to be..

I know it may not be much..
To show the good side of it..
But maybe after each sunset..
And a little after the sunrise..
I may see it as as I want to be..

What is 'it' ?

Booking faces..

Basically not the type who like to send friend requests to ppl on fb, unless I know the individual personally and would like to be friend wit them. As a general rule, me do not friend people tht I've not met in person.=/ Last time it was quite interesting where you'll get 20 friend requests and you gonna choose randomly by approving 2 or 3 of them. The rest was ignored.  But now it seemes like 'NO MORE'. Not gonna/prefered to be in that kind of state. Cannot even appears as online. Aiyayooo..=( Well, I've seen two things on the internet abt whether or not ppl should accept friend requests from certain ppl. Thought this was an easy decision, but the cowed internet legions out there have turned it into an existential question tht needs input like hit 'Confirm' or 'Not now'. So far had deleted 600 of them. It's very hard to delete them frm your profile where you hv to go through one by one. Too tired.. >.<
 Having mor thn 1000 friends is not a big deal. Some ppl think they're awesome and popular cuz they hv a lot of 'friends'. Another tons of friend requestsss..???.again!!.. When you set your pic as profile pic, more frnd requests will buzzing all around you. Booking faces??  Duh!! B.O.R.I.N.G.
My irritation meter has just passed the line of “contemplate burning things”.Thought wanna deactivate or straight away delete  fb bt afraid of might loss of some imp contacts.

Hmmm..sorry peeps.. (to those who are being removed)

will keep on deleting you ALL!!..(until target reached).. hehe =p

Random thoughts..

(winked)..

*LOVE*

Awesome Fridayyy..

purposely did lunch call so that can go bek earlier to college... Result n Uniform Day.. Can't get rid of the uniform and stuffs..Grrrr..Would like to give a big round ZERO to the management..rumbling, gurgling and growling.. What is that?? Oh, I knew it. My dear stomach is giving noises..=) The next destination was the college's cafe.. It's been so long since I've eaten there.. everything is finished.. take off uniform and keep the tee shirt on.. comfortable with it..Time is running.. and we had waited for the college bus for almost 1 hour..by the time we got half way it had started to rain heavily..soaked down completely even though we used an umbrella and yeah of course small tiny umbrella won't help that much..lebih2 lagi 2 persons shared one like folie à trois..=p.. Shoes got wet.. Luckily we wore tee shirts. Thank God.. And now what?? looking for a restaurant to eat something.. Trust me when I say all shop loads, stalls and even restaurants are closed cuz of the weather.. We're so damn hungry.. She wants me to lead her, duhhh.. try findin Chinese restaurant for her..bit concerned of wht she will eat..fam for spicyphobia.. I'm ok with all types of foods as long we hv something to eat!! Hehe..pity you Wei Ling..at last had our lunch+dinner at Mamak restaurant.. Then, planned to have a movie marathon but ended up with watched only one movie.. herrmm.. nevermind it's still ma fav.. Ice Age 4.. Damn silly and humorous =)..went to pasar malam.. cuci mata sikit with gurl's stuffs and bought some of it..well, still got time to choose either Batman or Spiderman.. looking at each other.. Want it or not?? WANT!!! but it's impossible ryt now cuz might reach hostel late.. Perhaps, next Wednesday will be the day.. Here I come Mr.Spiderman and Mr.Batman!!

-wink-

Dream'ed'!!

....i hear the familiar strains of music....but suddenly i dont feel You....are You there?...those 'sounds of silence' that creeped into me...suddenly feel as if they were alive...but You dont seem to be around anywhere....i feel my blood running hot in my veins...there is a sudden surge of emotion...a sudden surge of feeling...of smiles...of laughter...the smiles that i echo to myself...its just me here....where are You?...im searching...searching in my heart...in my head.....are You too seeped into my system?...its a feeling that i cannot put to words....i dont seem to feel You....but i want to....i dont want to feel You...but somewhere unknown to myself...i still do....You are like an omnipotent being right now.....im gliding into the wind....running into sunlight.....my body is drinking the rain....'the vision planted in my brain still remains'.....i want to drown...drown in this sudden surge of feeling...in this sudden surge of passion.........my arms....open wide....want to grab the twilight in them...never to let go......i seem to have let go....of myself....left my body.....it is as if my soul houses my body and not the other way round....oh!tell me where are You?.....its impossible feel the rain...the wind...and even this sunlight...without You......stay but dont haunt me.....this passion is too strong for You or me to taint it.....stay but dont snatch away this feeling...it does not belong to You...its mine....yes its selfishly mine.....but feels hollow without You.....but why do i not feel You and yet feel the way i do now?...is that possible?....do You and i exist together?.....or separately?....ah god!..am just too overwhelmingly immersed.....into this moment.....i have let go...and dont want it back right now....am dream'ed' too much....!!!

> Do not tell anyone <

Go Genting!!

Went there with ma best buddies..so awesommmeee!!!
Too lazy to write more..hehe..but will try to give some brief explanation =p.
The pictures are randomly chosen. Here are some pics of them..Enjoyyy..=D

eating nasi lemak at Gombak.. 

Que..

still queuing..

No pic pls..moody cuz felt annoyed with an arabian guy behind me..Damn!!!

sneakersss..

keep smiling alwys..

ssshhh...

I dare to look down and impressed with breathtaking views of the surrounding hills.. (At a comfortable speed)

Miss Pretty Lady 'Mah' with Miss Pumpkin 'Cynth'..=p

De 'Together' couple..hehe

Need to say anything..mami?? Kim, gv me some expression..

aaahhhh...

blureed..

The journey just began..(@@)

posing again..

lost way..

an overview of Genting

flowerssss.....

grown ups are tagged..lol

Wonderful creature of GOD

                        Reach there late but managed to play for almost 6 hours continuously...

de girl's bags

 queuing f0r so long..

peace..babz..

I'm at the top..

0ops unknown stranger interuptin..

De random lookz..

spinner..

Mom said "NO for corkscrew"..=(

Mah : HUNGRY!! Anis Water : THIRSTY!!

y0oho0o.Im spinning!! (at last)

"Stop..stop..stop" hermm lukz lyk Mis Kechik wana say something..=p

cute lil kid..

'posing' is just nt suits me..hehe

tired being tired..

Heli!!!..stop being that..

Heloooo...

pushin hard..=p (unmovable la)

that's seemed so WRONG!!

naughtiest human beings..^^

make a choice..faster!!

with their own pose..(when they took tis pic?)

blued man!!!

frozen...

smokeyyy..

flying jumbo..

=D and =)..

yippiiii....

teddy bearsss...

in de cup..rollin..

Guess who is that??

Here..we are!!

shoot it..(show me ur power steppy)

ship hangin out ther..

any similarities?? lol

Nt sure when they tk tis pic..grrr

De Genting's Eiffel tower..

V r gucci girlss..

Brother said "NO for space shot"..y alwys me? =(

ahaha..muka boring

2 times on pirate ship..seriously sooo awesome!! Giggled alot..

Gonna go bek..=)

Was covered by 5 layers of sweaters but still shivering uncontrollably from my very inner core and can felt teeth chattering. Stucked in this fantasy. Heat needed, seriously!! Anywayz I had a great time with  them. Well, one day is not enough with all the things to do. But will visit those places again by companied with future real dear.